Tomorrow I fly to Santa Cruz to do a film festival for a movie I made several years ago. It's weird to me because I thought this movie was dead, and we never got to do the festival run. I'm going to try to enjoy the most of it. I always try to put the acting thing behind me and I keep getting pulled back into it. I've spent the last several months trying to allow things to be and not judge things. Sometimes the world makes no sense to me. No more running toward the future. There's nothing to work out. It's exhausting trying to be somebody else but effortless being me. Just do my best and it's OK to mess up.