Thoughts - Oct 24th - 2003
| thoughts | Friday, 24th October |
| Ok. If you are expecting a story: stop reading. In fact, don't even read this because most of what i'm going to write will make no sense to you. However, I really need to vent so maybe there will be some good in this. So tonight I went on stage in the wrong frame of mind. Every problem I encounter in life just weighs down on me, can't let go. Every insecurity, all the negative energy. It's like I'm haunted by all these demons. The fight alienates me from others. I fear i am slipping into insanity each with passing year and, with much regret, am doing an excellent job of hiding it. I am my own worst enemy. Ok... better | |